Monday, March 12, 2012

Lies & Stories I Tell Myself

  • I'll go running later.
  • I went running (not that far) so it's OK if I eat that.
  • Chocolate milk is a recovery drink (True!  But probably only the first glass).
  • I don't mind my hour long commute at all.  It's relaxing "me" time.
  • I would absolutely keep my job if I were independently wealthy.  Keeps me sharp. 
  • I would be an great cook if only I had a little more time in the day. 
  • Throwing the ball for the dogs is just like taking them for a walk.
  • Our house smells like roses and warm dinner, not like 3 wet dogs.
  • I'm just going to turn on the computer for 5 minutes to check my email.
  • Daycare is good for kids!  Teaches them socialization skills and what to do with glue & pipecleaners.
  • Listening to the radio during my hour long commute keeps me fully informed.
  • I'm a calm, stoic person.  Pondering all the the things that can go wrong during anesthesia, intubation, major surgery a simple adenoidectomy, and/or what they will find tomorrow during my daughter's hearing test or completely routine by now echocardiogram , is a rational assessment of risk/reward, not at all a sign of obsessive paranoid crippling fear. 
  • I'm sure it's going to be a super-productive day at work today. 

4 comments:

  1. Keep telling yourself all these and more. It's what makes the journey doable sometimes.

    Sending all good things your way for tomorrow and beyond, as the fear creeps in.

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  2. Uh oh, it's NOT okay to eat that if I went running (not that far)?!? Darn!

    Keep us posted on how things go with the medical adventures.

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  3. I keep telling myself almost all of those same things. . .only I have 2 wet dogs, not three and I do not have an hour long commute. Oh and I don't run, but I applied those stories to all of my other workout endeavors. So I say, keep on telling yourself these things!

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  4. Much success with the medical journey. I suggest good distraction tonight. Maybe old episodes of 30 Rock?

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